Magic or Medicine

Ah, ooh, ah, ooh
Ah, ooh, ah

Sometimes I think I need a doctor, 'cause I've been down
A pill for pain or maybe something softer to straighten me out
I'm looking at the peace I'm tryna foster, and I have my doubts
'Cause I tried to find myself, and then I lost her, so now I'm unfound

But I've been working through my feelings
I'm staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing
'Fore it's over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and
Evaluate the company I'm keeping
And I've been wading through the water
Remember when I talk to myself, I'm somebody's daughter
Sister, someone's lover, and so many peoples' friend
Yeah, I've been tryna make amends

'Cause I've been up at night
More than I've ever been (I've been, ah)
And I've been feeling right
But then it's straight back to hell again (ah-ah-ah)
I've been putting up a fight
Thought it would get better then (I've been, ah)
Pretty sure I need a cure
But don't know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah)

Sometimes I think I need religion, I've lost my faith
In everything, I'm looking for some wisdom, so I can find my way
Yeah, I've been feeling insecure
'Cause I got plenty, but I'm stuck here wanting more
For more, still looking for more
(Battling my mind) and calling it a war

But I've been working through my feelings
Yeah, I'm staying calm, tryna regulate my breathing
'Fore it's over, learn composure, start to think before I speak, and
Evaluate the company I'm keeping
And I've been wading through the water
Remember when I talk to myself, I'm somebody's daughter
Sister, someone's lover, and so many peoples' friend
Yeah, I've been tryna make amends

'Cause I've been up at night
More than I've ever been (I've been, ah)
And I've been feeling right
But then it's straight back to hell again (ah-ah-ah)
I've been putting up a fight
Thought it would get better then (I've been, ah)
Pretty sure I need a cure
But don't know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah)

Oh, oh, oh, know if it's magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah)
I need to know, oh, I need to know
Magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah)
Yeah, yeah, oh, oh, oh, magic or medicine (ah-ah-ah)
Think I need a cure, yeah (ah-ah)