Kill You Slowly

The feeling is weird 'cause I love you but don't wanna be here with you
The feeling is weird 'cause you're perfect, but perfect, it just ain't for me
And I don't wanna make you sad
And I don't wanna make you feel bad
Like you're not good enough for me
'Cause I'm not even good enough for myself
It's a conversation we need to have
I tried to say it but take it back
I don't wanna hurt you, but I know
If I don't do it now, I'll probably kill you slowly
It's a conversation we need to have
I'm moving slow, my words ain't coming out the way I want 'em to
It's always hard for me to explain what I'm going through
Say I love you, say I need you when it's half true
Make me sick to my stomach when I lie to you
Oh, I said what I said just to keep you
Oh, I'm scared of what happens if I leave you
What if all the hurt makes you hurt yourself? I'd die
But if I stick around, I might die too
It's a conversation we need to have
I tried to say it but take it back
I don't wanna hurt you, but I know
If I don't do it now, I'll probably kill you slowly
It's a conversation we need to have
It's a conversation we need to have
It's a conversation we need to have
We need to have