The Funeral

(You know I miss you)
I'm still avoiding the fact that we went off-track
Running the wrong way, misreading the map
Stealing your heart and giving it back
We should be honest, but we don't do that
Was it all a waste of time?
When I'm staring in your eyes
I see nothing but a funeral
In my head, I'm already gone
Nothing's changed, but everything's different
You're in my arms, but something's off
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I'm holding on, but nothing's left
Don't wanna say goodbye, but halfway through saying it
I hold my breath and bite my tongue
And I don't know why, I don't know why
We're working in reverse
Hot then you're cold like a fever
Jumping the gun over nothing
You all in your head going feet first
It's starting to act like a doorway
It's starting to feel like there's no way
I know it's been rough, been through enough, I know you're not okay
Was it all a waste of time?
When I'm staring in your eyes
I see nothing but a funeral
In my head, I'm already gone
Nothing's changed, but everything's different
You're in my arms, but something's off
And I don't know why, I don't know why
I'm holding on, but nothing's left
Don't wanna say goodbye, but halfway through saying it
I hold my breath and bite my tongue
And I don't know why, I don't know why
Don't know why, I don't know why
Don't know why, I don't know why
Don't know why, I don't know why