Tar (Demo)

[Verse 1]

Bad thoughts sticking to me like tar

Sometimes, I forget that I'm a superstar

Sticking pins in my voodoo doll

A teddy bear with the head falling off

And I'm waiting for bad shit to happen

My imposter syndrome is laughing

At least I look good, my lipstick don't smudge

Even when I hit the turbulence

[Chorus]

And it's been a while since I ugly cried

Smooth sailing, I been cruising through the sky

I know the signs, familiar designs

Oh, when I'm crashing I know how to force a smile

Smile, smile, smile, smile, yeah

[Verse 2]

Time flies when nothing works

Old pain stained on another shirt

I could wash it off, but I love the dirt

Always look my best when I think the worst

And everytime something good happens

My positivity is cracking

At least I look good, my lipstick don't smudge

Even when I hit the turbulence

[Chorus]

And it's been a while since I ugly cried

Smooth sailing, I been cruising through the sky

I know the signs, familiar designs

Oh, when it crashes I know how to force a smile

Smile, smile, smile, oh

[Bridge]

Is happiness such a crime?

I just wanna feel alive

Is it wrong to wanna feel alright?

Will you help me feel alright?

Mm, mm

[Outro]

Bad thoughts sticking to me like tar

Sometimes, I forget that I'm a—