I Feel

[Verse 1]

I feel sick

My organs bob about in the dark

In a mustard mist, in my stomach vase

Barely connected by the tubes, but it's dark

In my eggshell

[Verse 2]

If it were a baby, I'd name her Angst

And hold her tight in my chest

And she'd grow, from a small, hard stone

Into my own, a problem my own

That would disease everything, and everyone

[Verse 3]

When I birthed her, I birthed her red

And when I met her, I cried the Styx for her

And she came out crimson, on the bathroom floor

With her baby weight shе kept me down

On the bluе linoleum, hmm

[Verse 4]

She tortured me still

With the darkest despair, for what felt like forever and ever

And she pulled on my hair, and whispered in my ear

"You fucking love, you love to fuck, to fuck it up"

Fucking listen to her sing

[Verse 5]

This red cord, the baby grabbed the lump in my throat

And pulled the cord, "This is wild" she said

"This is it, this is madness, don't you love it?

A lot's gonna change, well hear it, better believe it

Let it sink in, as his Titanic rises"

And the sun streams in

You're here hard on the floor

Behind the locked door

And I'm wringed around your neck

He thinks you float

But you don't