Mesmerizer

Dont think about how you're feeling
I'll just pretend i don't see...?
Deep inside, you know the truth and feel your heart beat 
No space for me and my safety
Pawn off my wounds for money
Squealing, I really have no...shame
Can I give you a little tip? Take an itty bitty trip
Ultimate escape
Inside the yummy yummy trap, there's no more turning back
But you can be saved
It may be true we're going mad
Don't know any way to say it simpler too
Should we be throwing it away? Saying
"Give up, it's easier than dealing with the truth"
If it's a lie, then why does it steal my heart away?
They dress it up with flowers, but is it still the same?
Behold, you are invited to look upon the blight
A banquet for your very eyes
Say your goodbyes
What a sight! You were born just right
For the age of crying fake but crying everyday
Play the fool every time, acting well those lies
Do you hear it getting louder? Beating in my chest, it's playing
No added lives, running low on tries
Growing tired, see my spirit fade
Run away every time from the truth behind
Did you know I'm kinda dying?
Screaming "Can somebody help me?" yeah
Feeling your eyes become very sleepy
Mesmerizing, oh ever so deeply
Blurring the lines, your head and your body
Could it be? Was it a trick by somebody?
Swinging the coin and swaying so slowly
Nothing will move, my body, my only
"This is just fine", can you feel it closing?
Everything, everything, shut down
Feeling your eyes, become very sleepy
Mesmerizing, but ever so lightly
Blurring the lines, your head and your body
Could it be? Was it a trick by somebody?
Swinging the coin, and swaying so slowly
Nothing will move, my body, my only
If you survive, living through this life
Going unrewarded everyday
You're a bot only caught in a wave, can't stop
Do you think you can control it? No, it's just a force of habit
No luck in sight, not a prayer tonight
Shake your head, "This is the only way"
So give in and give up, may as well be done
Scrapping with the scraps, I get it, fate is really something ain't it?
Oh what a sight! You were born just right
For the age of crying fake but crying everyday
Play the fool every time, acting well those lies
Do you hear it getting louder? Beating in my chest, it's playing
Praise? Oh the lies, I don't feel them (sigh)
Hollow charm, I wish it'd all just fade
Yeah I've seen it, the world, with my own two eyes
Think I'm going blind!
So take, it only in the smallest dosages