Pillow

Flip the pillow over to the cool side
I got dreams that keep me up at night
Take another shower, pass the time
Flushed face means I'm still alive

All the wrong people hit me up at night
On the R train, tryna justify
Not acceptin' a nine to five
My patience is compromised

I will never act like somethin' I'm not
Don't blame my shyness, I just don't want to talk
But I think a lot, people can interpret it however they want
It's however you want, ayy

Non me ne frega un cazzo, scrutiny a hard pill to swallow
I'm not tryna party at LAVO, at least not right now
Not 'til I find some solid ground, can't be too precious with my sound
Let it out, let it out, let it out, let it out

Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Let it out, let it out, let it out, let it out

Sometimes you gotta braid your own hair
Get shit done when nobody else cares
Notice my breath like I notice the seams
Life could be easy, like changing the sheets

And I flip the pillow over and I know I'm gettin' older
And I know I'll never change, always been this way

I'll never act like something I'm not
Don't blame my shyness, I just don't want to talk
But I think a lot, people can interpret it however they want
It's however you want

(Non me ne frega un cazzo)
(I'm not tryna party at LAVO, at least not right now)