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Julien Baker
Turn Out the Lights
Even

TRACK

Even

Release date: 26th October 2017

From Turn Out the LightsTrack 103:33

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About This Track

"Even" is a track by Julien Baker, from the album Turn Out the Lights, released 26th October 2017. The track is 3:33 long. It's filed under Alternative. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 19 articles about Julien Baker.

About the Artist

Julien Baker

Julien Baker

Lyrics

Even

When is it too many times
To tell you that I think of you every night
I don't want to make it hard on you
So I could be cruel
Yeah I could make you hate me
Would that make it easy
Did you think I forgot
The fireworks, the black eye
Trading blows on the fourth of July
But you were right, I was asking for it
I always am
It's no good if the pain doesn't make you feel like you earned it
And I probably deserved it
'Cause all you ever say is
"What's the point, is anybody there to help me now"
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out
Isn't that what you want
For me to be miserable like you
Well brother, you're about to get your wish
Putting my fist through the plaster in the bathroom of a motel 6
I must have pictured it all a thousand times
I swear to God I think I'm gonna die
I know you were right
I can't be fixed, so help me
'Cause all you ever say is
"What's the point, is anybody there to help me now"
It's not that I think I'm good
I know that I'm evil
I guess I was trying to even it out

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Track details

From Turn Out the Lights

3:332017

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Album

Turn Out the Lights

27th October 2017

Track number

10

Release year

2017

1Over
1:28
2Appointments
4:33
3Turn Out the Lights
3:24
4Shadowboxing
3:54

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3:33

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