Perfectly Alone

I'm making friends with the silence
I wanna see what the darkness knows
I'm sick of trying to fight it
And taping my eyelids closed

I still recall the sound of the screaming
I felt so at home, hyperventilating
It was my solace
Always thought that I was blind
'Til I opened my eyes

And then I was alone (da-da, da-da-da)
Perfectly alone
And then I was alone (da-da, da-da-da)
Perfectly, wonderfully, awfully, beautifully alone

I used to worship the chaos
Bowed to the power of chainsaws
Didn't need nothing from no god
I always carried my own cross
Writing and breaking my own laws

Sleeping in pools
Swimming in a cold sweat
Dreaming of rooms without any exit
So claustrophobic, didn't know it was a lie
'Til I opened my eyes

And then I was alone (da-da, da-da-da)
Perfectly alone
And then I was alone (da-da, da-da-da)
Perfectly, wonderfully, awfully, beautifully alone

Then I was alone
Perfectly alone
And then I was alone
Perfectly, wonderfully, awfully, finally alone