fifteen again (Bedroom Demo)

well I lose the will to live a little when it gets cold.
I get this sinking feeling when I'm taking off my clothes.
Obsessed with Matty Healy since 15 years old.
So I'm listening to 'robbers' cry into my pillow.
I'll think I'm getting better when I bottle it up.
Just blame it on the weather when I'm falling out of touch.
It's boiling in my blood. I'm gonna throw a fucking punch.
Don't take it personal. You know it's just in my blood.
I think I'm coming undone.

I feel fifteen again
fifteen again
fifteen and sobbing, while you're laughing with your friends.
fifteen, my parents screaming in the kitchen
fifteen and hiding when the shower starts to sting
fifteen, long sleeves think I'm dying

oh please am i dying?

don't talk about my feelings cause there's too much to say.
I cried on someone's shoulder, but it pushed them away.
I'm running out of reasons not to call it a day.
Don't push me because I'll do it just to make them all pay.
I'm really going insane.

I feel fifteen again
Fifteen again
Fifteen and sobbing while you're laughing with your friends
Fifteen, my parents screaming in the kitchen
Fifteen and hiding when the shower starts to sting
Fifteen, long sleeves, think i'm dying
Oh please am I dying?

Don't eat, am i dying yet?
fifteen and i'm dying.