in for the kill

[Verse 1]

I um'd and ah'd for long enough

To hold my breath and take the jump

But nothing ever hurt enough to fix me

I flushed the blades and hid the knives

I tried to find the point of life

I wonder if I'll feel alive at fifty

[Pre-Chorus]

And I know, soon enough

You'll be leaving me

If you don't, I'll let go

Oh, so easily

[Chorus]

So used to feeling nothing

It's just the way that I've been

I see a good thing coming

And I'm going in for the kill

A fault in my construction

I think I'm missing something

Loving the rut I'm stuck in

It's just the way that I'm built

It's just the way that I'm built

[Verse 2]

I tried to find a brighter side

But it was just a waste of time

'Cause all the skeletons I hide, thеy miss me

So for the sake of my own pridе

I bottle up the tears I've cried

So I can bathe in my own misery

[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause I know, soon enough

You'll be gone again

When you go, tell myself

That's how I wanted it

[Chorus]

So used to feeling nothing

It's just the way that I've been

I see a good thing coming

And I'm going in for the kill

A fault in my construction

I think I'm missing something

Loving the rut I'm stuck in

It's just the way that I'm built

It's just the way that I'm built

[Bridge]

I got walls of steel but they're caving in

'Cause now you've shot holes in my ceiling

Like a wrecking ball hitting porcelain

I'm not ready for what I'm feeling

[Chorus]

So used to feeling nothing

It's just the way that I've been

I see a good thing coming

And I'm going in for the kill

A fault in my construction

I think I'm missing something

Loving the rut I'm stuck in

It's just the way that I'm built

[Outro]

(You shot holes up in my ceiling)

It's just the way that I'm built

(Are you fucking with my feeling?)

(And I'm going in for the kill)