Some Time Away

[Intro]

(Drum Dummie made the beat and I'm gon' kill it)

I love you but I don't trust you

[Verse]

I love you but I don't trust you

You've broken our bonds of trust

My nigga my Z you cut me deep way deeper than us

And dealing with this betrayal gotta be able to be tough

You put the blame on me like I'm the reason for all this stuff

I was thinking, maybe I'm overthinking

Like is it me, or maybe I'm going crazy

The emotions that resulted from this shit got me angry

I'm holding back from raging, coping with medication that ain't prescribed to me

I'm dealing with confusion cause you lied to me

I can't, comprehend what's happening

They ain't comprehend what's happening

More pain, on top of all the pain I've been battling

You know I need you more than anything

Lonely

I can't get a good vibe from anyone, I can't find a good time anywhere

Loneliness cause it's nobody's fault except for mine

Why should I expect everyone else to help me cry

The truth ain't set me free yet so people believe I'm lying

I'm a murderer, they show me no sympathy

Lately, I'm realizing my insecurities

Sometimes, I even question myself

Like am I worth for people to love me and to care

'Cause obviously you felt like I ain't worthy

We having sex while you were pregnant with my baby just to hurt me

I hate you

Ashamed I feel like I'm the one to blame

I'm ashamed I let you treat me like a lame

Fuck this fame, I won't repeat this if I could change it

I be trappin', I was happy back on Z st in the rain

[Outro]

Need to take some time away

Need to give my mind a break