Curtains

[verse]

Sometimes I, sometimes I'ma feel I love you

Sometimes I'ma feel like fuck you

Sometimes I, sometimes I get lost in ego

I don't recognise what love do

I hate those, uh, nights where I can't take back words

Didn't know how to end that convo

I hate those, uh, mistakes made but I can't change those

True colours do not mean rainbows

I think about loving you unconditionally

I'm not invincible, I'm scared to see that version of me

I'm not dismissing you, the truth is I never want you to leave

Only commit to you enough for you to give mе a piece

'Til you peacе out, I double back, back to the street

In the meantime, pieces of me, moment's relief that was empty

Glass half full, lipstick stains, Fenty

Rushing the feels, nothing feel better than that entry

Uh, slide to the side then slide up in it when I'm restless

I get the feeling you moving on and now I'm pensive

Jealousy hits, double the standard, I'm defensive

Think of the words I should've said but never mentioned

Gave me the cake and I just did what was expected

Damn

[Chorus]

I know my feelings are certain

But I don't see how this is working

'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain

Let you in and let you down

Let you down, let you down

[verse]

Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to talk to

Sometimes I just didn't want to

Sometimes you, sometimes you were someone to fall on

The only one I knew I could call on

Sometimes you, felt like I took you for granted

But still stuck around through the hardship

I never understood how you did it, but you did it with no complaints

Showed me how to love you with no restraints

I hate that, I hate that I hold onto trauma

Twinning with the traits that I got from my father

Pace up and down while I bicker with karma

Coulda let my guard down but that feeling alarming

I never have the words when you ask me

But over instrumental my heart bleeds

So, if you ever hear this just call me

If you ever hear this know

[Chorus]

I know my feelings are certain

But I don't see how this is working

'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain

Let you in and let you down

Let you down, let you down

[bridge]

I know my feelings are certain

But I don't see how this is working

'Cause I'm scared to pull back the curtain

Won't let you in and let you down

Let you down, let you down

[outro]

You try so hard to forget

You don't actually remember how many times we've met before

The party will continue even if we don't

Let go (can we start again?)

Lately we've been less than friendly

Can we just pretend?

You're more than a distant memory

If the universe has a plan for us

Let's be real for once

Let's lean into us