Diver

It's not a screen that you pass through
A shine in your eyes too bright
A pool outside of a window
Being pulled by the changing light
I can't look directly at it
Your face distorted in the window
Swimming out towards my new life
Dragged in by the undertow
I'm Sisyphus
You're the witness
It's intimate
The violence
It's palpable
To want it all
It's palpable
To want
I can't look directly at it
Your face distorted in the window
Swimming out towards my new life
Dragged in by the undertow
The salt, the spit, the magic
To last, to be romantic
It's not a screen where I can call you
A recording of what you said (I'm pushing up against it)
All my time I have is diamonds (distorted in the window)
Rolling around my head (I'm pushing up)
Maybe I could be a diver
Heavy on the sea bed
Sliding into water
Pushing up against the edge
I can't look directly at it
Your face distorted in the window
Swimming out towards my new life
Dragged back by the undertow
The salt, the spit, the magic
To last, to be romantic
(Pushing up against it)
(Can't look directly at it)
(Distorted in the window)
(Swimming out towards my new life)