Manic Depression

I need something or someone to keep me sane

Otherwise I'm gonna waste another day

Stare at my fucking phone

Think about everyone and everything I fucking hate

And how life is never gonna change

I'm not sure what I look forward to anymore

But I welcome sleep

And only will smoking weed kill the dread and anxiety

I try to recognize privilege present

And I'm thankful for good fortune

I don't want to sound ungrateful like I can't see the good going

But I can't help what my head is telling me

I can't stop myself from listening

Manic depression

Yeah

Endless obsessions

Yeah

Manic depression

I can see everything you've shown me, but you don't say anything

I'm so fucking over indirect vagueness

If you lack passion, just stop trying

How can I justify complicity? You're standing right in front of me

I can see you, and I can see, and that needs no apology

I need something or someone to relieve the tension and anxiety

Give me sex or drugs or destruction

Some kind of excitement please, even if it's terrifying

Shake or smack the shit out of me

Turn me upside down otherwise

I'm gonna drink and drink and drink

'Cause I can't help what my head is telling me

I can't stop myself from listening

Manic depression

Yeah

Endless obsessions

Yeah

No I can't help what my head is telling me

I can't stop myself from listening

Manic depression

Yeah

Endless obsessions

Yeah

Manic depression

Yeah

Endless Obsession

Yeah

Manic depression

Yeah