fake it

Long days, long nights, some place that I've never been
Good morning, good night
Woke up dreaming in someone else's colors
I feel black and white

Yeah, I could waste my life
Trying to be something I know I'll never be

I don't know if I'm gon' make it
But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it
Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die
And I don't know if I still want it
But if I'm being honest
I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die

People tell me I should be happier
But that just makes me sad
And I think too much about the things I want
Instead of what I have

Yeah, I could waste my life
Trying to become something I know I'll never be

I don't know if I'm gon' make it
But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it
Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die
And I don't know if I still want it
But if I'm being honest
I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die

Missed calls, words left unsaid, crumpled
And can't make old friends last forever
When you're caught up trying to be something
You know you'll never be

I don't know if I'm gon' make it
But I'm sure as hell gon' fake it
Yeah, I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die
I don't know if I still want it
But if I'm being honest
I'm sure as hell gon' fake it 'til I die

Mm, 'til I die
Mm, 'til I die