Look Mom, I'm a Rapper Now!

[Chorus]

I used to wonder, "What this would be like if I let it go"

All of this time that I spent, what would happen if I had to go?

I'm haunted by my mistakes, I wanted to be the greatest

Falling head first into the end of all my life

Let the show go on up until I die

This is all I know, why would I not try?

But it feels too much out of space in my mind, yeah

I'm out of space in my mind now

[Verse 1]

Where I come from, grew up around violence

PTSD, I can still hear the sirens

Didn't have much so I made my own world

It was too much noise, so, the music my silence

If you got the same, try to do what I did

Try to havе dreams, just close your eyеlids

Don't let 'em take you off that path

'Cause regret's way worse than letting them laugh

And I'm always running from all my sins

Hate how it slows me down when nothing's letting me win

My heart's been cold for too long and way too many days

In the darkness, in the grave, man, sometimes wish I could change

Throw my hands up, say, "I'm done with falling"

[Bridge]

And I'm just throwing up all the ashes

There's way too much inside of my head

And I'm just throwing up all the ashes

There's way too much inside of my head

[Chorus]

I used to wonder, "What this would be like if I let it go"

All of this time that I spent, what would happen if I had to go?

I'm haunted by my mistakes, I wanted to be the greatest

Falling head first into the end of all my life

Let the show go on up until I die

This is all I know, why would I not try?

But it feels too much out of space in my mind, yeah

I'm out of space in my mind now