Not All Scars Bleed

[Intro]

Feel like I don’t got a chance

Feel like I don’t got a chance

[Verse 1]

Trapped in my mind, I've been lost, I don't know where to go

Always reminded of the sins I've atoned

They creepin' in when I'm alone

The Devil been draggin' me right down below

Back in the day used to really want fame

'Til I got it now I want to escape

Want to reunite with the ones I lost

Been beggin' the reaper to call my name

Closin' up the casket, it's tragic, feel like blastin' myself

Every time I look in the mirror in shamе, wish I was somebody else

Coffin lid, crеak, I sleep under all my regret

Pillowcase smell like gunpowder, loaded gun by my head

Tears burn like a sip from the cup

I could relapse, but it won't be enough

Take off my mask, I swear you'll see nothin' but misery

Call out for help from above

Why even try when nothin' been workin'?

Feel like I'm losin' my mind and my purpose

Peace of mind only thing I couldn't purchase

They'll never know what lies under the surface

Finally got rich, got all that I need

But the pain in my soul makes it harder to breathe

Trauma that I keep locked away is trauma that'll never leave

Now I don't fear death, I live it

These memories I'm missin'

More time, yeah, I've been wishin'

But I don't get it

Talk to the grave like it's all I know

The names on the stone a piece of my soul

Whenever I'm low, I take time to visit

It's all that I got to still feel close

[Outro]

I'm scared that as time goes on, I'll forget their voice

Don't wanna forget their face, gone in the void

I'm still holdin' on as long as I can

But sometimes feel like I don't got a chance

(Oh-oh-ohh, oh-oh-ohh-ohh)

(Oh-oh-ohh, oh-oh-ohh-ohh)