I Want Out

My friends all think I'm crazy
I feel like I'm insane
It makes more sense to die then
To always feel this way

I'd rather break my body
I just want back control
So is there anybody
To explain why I'm alone

'Cause I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without drawin' attention

And I hate this shit
But I can't say shit
Without burnin' my bridges

I want out, I want out right now
But I'm afraid of what happens now
If I give in, If I give into the pain
What can I say, I'm so afraid

I see a million doctors
Choked down a million pills
I smoke until I'm rollin'
I'll drink until I feel

Let me get a shot of whiskey
Can you pass another bowl?
I'll drive home a little sloppy
Paranoid and miserable

'Cause I hate this shit
And I can't say shit
Without drawin' attention, huh

But I hate this shit
And I can't say shit
Without burnin' my bridges

I want out, I want out right now
But I'm afraid of what happens now
If I give in, If I give into the pain
What can I say, I'm so afraid

I'm so afraid (I'm so afraid, I'm so...)