Lacuna

If I'd survive the bullet
Forget your face
Then I would pull the trigger
Just to erase your name
Your name
There's a piece of you
In every part of me
If I could rip it out
Maybe finally I'd change
Is it too late?

I'd pay to get you out of my mind
Out of my mind
Destroy the place and the time
You ruined my
Moods
Misery I owe you
If I could leave you behind
Leave you behind
Forget the years that I find
Each and every lie
From you
It's not a moment too soon

You can't stay
You can't stay
I mean it
I fall back
Fall into my feelings
Your words keep me awake
But I'll destroy the lines left in your face
You can't stay
You can't stay
I mean it
I fall back
Fall into my feelings
I can't drink you away
But I'll black out whatever it takes

There were a lot of firsts
I quit believing
Even if there was a God
He wasn't leading
It was all about you
When you watched me tie that noose
You kicked the chair
Then started screaming
Praying that you'd save me just wasn't enough to mean it
All of your words fall through
But somehow I still want you

Why why why
I just need a little
Time time time
To move on
Why why why
It'd be better if you'd
Lie lie lie
Let me go

It's all because of you
I hate myself
I always fucking wish I'm someone else
You always had a plan to save yourself
And I did my time
In this private hell
It's all
You you you
Always making
Every dream come true
Before you take it from me
You you you
Live for pain
Love for pleasure
So we're not together

You can't stay
You can't stay
I mean it
I fall back
Fall into my feelings
Your words keep me awake
But I'll destroy the lines left in your face
You can't stay
You can't stay
I mean it
I fall back
Fall into my feelings
I can't drink you away
But I'll black out whatever it takes