sad. sad.

This type of low is my area code
I stay locked up in my apartment
I need to move out
Pack my mental and bounce
But I'm stuck with these stains in the carpet

I don't know
Where'd my time go
I'm almost thirty
Only feel worthy online
Fuck my life

I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent
And unload the heavy shit
'Cause I've been walking on a wire
And I can't see where it ends
God knows I'll be right back here again

It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

Stuck on the couch
With a bowl burning out
Nah, I can't get high but I'm trying
Church on TV
Every word cutting deep
I get it, I suck, don't remind me

I don't know
Where'd my time go
I'm still reliving my
Glory days from '09
Fuck my life

I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent
And unload the heavy shit
'Cause I've been walking on a wire
And I can't see where it ends
God knows I'll be right back here again

It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

Sad, sad
Sad, sad
Yeah
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

When are the doors gonna open?
I'm broke and I know that I'm broken
Just stacking up my doubts, yeah
Feels like I don't got a purpose
Watching the clock and I'm nervous
These tears ain't coming out

Man, I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent (take a little time to vent)
And unload the heavy shit (unload the heavy shit)
'Cause I've been walking on a wire
And I can't see where it ends (can't see where it ends)
God knows I'll be right back here again

It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm living in
Sad, sad
Sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state