Fallin'

[Verse 1]

I swear I've been here before, there’s a war in my heart

Inside my chest is a thorn, it's been torn from the start

The picture painted is warped, the hearts aching and scarred

Music’s the band-aid I’m too afraid to take this shit off

Another drink at the bar, but I’m not drunk enough

Each shot burns less but the chest isn’t numbin' up

A voice keeps talkin’ in my head and I’ma fuck him up

Fill the gun with lead and bust until the pump shuts him up

Emos and rockers and rockers and emos

Another shot of some vodka to get myself up off of my ego

There’s a door to my conscience, I can’t unlock it or see the peephole

This angel held my baggage and then vanished like where did she go

I was beside her but I was walking by myself though

Break the silence with my cell phone it doesn’t help though

I can’t believe this is happening, sinking into depression

I’ve been here before and now I’m back again

[Hook]

I keep fallin, I keep fallin, I keep fallin, down the rain

Keeps pourin, keeps pourin, I don’t know if I can get up today

Keep fallin, I keep fallin, fallin, down the rain

Keeps pourin, keeps pourin, I don’t know if I can get up today

[Verse 2]

6 am hung over leaving my booty call watch the sunrise

Head over I-5 headed North but there’s no sign of sunshine

Empty brandy bottles spilled on the forgotten memories

Know I gotta let her go I’m just to selfish to set it free

Life forced release, two hours later I just got up and bounced

If she could only see me now head lost swallowed and drowned

The path is up but I followed it down

A man gone and hollowed out because you opened it up

You can’t start over now

What’s to keep going for?

Validated by drunken whores

Bloody knuckles so numb and sore from punching these rusty doors

Freeway signs underpasses man stranded dusty mattress

This world is bipolar, beautiful for some for others the fuckin’ saddest

So sick of lugging baggage

All I got is drugs and alcohol and these cuts of passion

Brain serenade razorblade, punk madness

Pain is love plug the drain but the rain keeps crashing like

[Hook]