I Got Heaven

I went and walked myself like a dog without a leash
Now I'm growling at a stranger, I am biting at their knees
If I wanted it, you'd really think I'd wait for the permission?
For protection and assurances that all will be delivered?

Like our fathers did, our mothers did, and them and those before
And you say you want a difference, the honor to be yours
Like our fathers did, our mothers did, and them and those before
The echo and a retell of some shit we've heard before

And what if we stopped spinning?
And what if we're just flat?
And what if Jesus himself ate my fucking snatch?
And what if I'm an angel?
Oh, what if I'm a bore?
And what if I was confident, would you just hate me more?

Oh, I got heaven inside of me
And oh, I'm an angel (heaven)
I was sent here to keep you company (heaven)

I'm on an endless march to nothingness with breath inside my chest
And the promise of a life that you deserve, that you thought best
I'm stuck inside my loneliness, I'm stuck inside my grief
I wish I could've been there to save you from the reach

I am spiteful like a god, seek a vengeance like the rest
For what they did to you, I will never lay to rest
It's raw and unrelenting, it is absolute regression
It is vileness wrapped up and disguised as happy endings

Oh (heaven), I've got heaven inside (heaven) of me
Oh (heaven), I'm an angel
I was sent here (heaven) to keep you company

I'm stuck inside my loneliness, I'm stuck inside my grief
I wish I could've been there to save you from the reach
I am spiteful like a god, I seek a vengeance like the rest
For what they did to you, I will never lay to rest

I go and walk myself outside, adog without a leash
Now I am growling at a stranger, I am biting at their knees