Rational

I've been caught in the words, I've been walkin' for miles
I've been walking in circles
I don't want a escape, I just wanna be lost
'Cause you know me like that

And I can never decide if I wanna be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze, and it's whispering things that I don't wanna hear
So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational

I've been caught in the words, I've been walkin' for miles
I've been walking on purpose
I don't wanna explain, I just wanna be lost
'Cause you know me like that

And I can never decide if I wanna be any particular person
There's a solemn breeze, and it's whispering things that I don't wanna hear
So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body
And I shelter in the words I never said

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational

And all this confusion, it's just an illusion
It's borrowing time, becoming a nuisance
It's not like I'm waiting on someone to save me
'Cause everyone's tired but I'm too impatient

Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me
All because I can't be rational
Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy
All because I can't be rational