Traumatized

[Verse 1]

It really hurt me when they killed Shaddy

I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it

And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly

We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city

We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes

And when they killed Darryl, Renee had to see him froze on the ground

Downtown, I can hear the sounds now

When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down

I drop tears for my niggas that ain't here

And still think about you even though that it been years

'Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead

All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head

'Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tak in his eyes

Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried

Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high

When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'ma ride

Hope you hear me, I'ma kill you nigga

To let you know that I don't feel you nigga

Yeah, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

Cuz I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized

You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time

So I'ma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days I'ma let this rain hit you nigga

[Chorus: Meek Mill & Bill Withers]

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

So I'ma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days I'ma let this rain hit you nigga

[Verse 2]

And I ain't ready

Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy

I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees

But I got this Mac-Elev-y, these niggas'll never get me

Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt

Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth

Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth

Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt

I rose from the jungle like Derrick

Death to anybody that oppose my spirit

My future looking brighter than this rose I'm staring at

We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish

Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death

My hammer sing murda music, I'll let you listen to death

I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest

'Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness

I'm gone

[Chorus: Meek Mill & Bill Withers]

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

So I'ma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days I'ma let this rain hit you nigga

[Verse 3]

Man my life so real

Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills

Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil

And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill

Man I almost got murked in front of the same church

My dad got carried in, family got married in

That was in my older days, this is now, that was then

Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion

Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant

Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em

Lock 'em like a terrier, breakin' all barriers

Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius

'Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me

Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me

And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy

I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy

[Chorus: Meek Mill & Bill Withers]

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry

So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide

I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

So I'ma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you

And for all them cloudy days I'ma let this rain hit you nigga