December

[Verse 1]

My nightmares keep getting clearer

I'm in my cocaine skinny era

I've barely been eating

I go out every weekend

I hate how I look, and I hate how I'm feeling

My life has no meaning

[Bridge]

And baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold

And I'm starting to feel like this world just wasn't built for people like us, you know

So let's get straight to the heart of it

Some days I can't even start with it

I'll make sure you miss me when I go

[Chorus]

So I called you on my worst day

Think it was a Thursday, I don't know

But you didn't pick up, 'cause you were having problems with your phone

I don't need excuses

Darling, I just want someone to hold

But you didn't remember

I spent all of December on my own

[Verse 2]

My demons keep getting nearer

I'm in my white-male-privilege era

I wish I could feel it

My accent's egregious

She tells me to change the way that I'm speaking

But I think that I'll leave it

[Bridge]

Oh, baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold

And I'm starting to feel like this world just wasn't built for us, you know

So let's get straight to the heart of it

Some nights I can't start with it

I'll make sure you miss me when I go

[Chorus]

So I called you on my worst day

Think it was a Thursday, I don't know

But you didn't pick up, 'cause you were having problems with your phone

I don't need excuses

Darling, I just want someone to hold

But you didn't remember

I spent all of December on my own

[Outro]

It's been cold, ooh, I, I

And baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold

Oh, baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold

Oh, baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold

Oh, baby it's been cold

This December it's been cold

This December it's been cold