Forget to Remember

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass
Did I seal the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you
I turned my back on myself and became this machine

Thoughtlessness
(I feel) selfishness
(I feel) hopelessness
(I feel) arrogant

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected

We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed
Paid back through the words of surrender

Emptiness
(I feel) loneliness
(I feel) listlessness
(I feel) worthless

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Oh, can you save me
From myself (from myself)
From these memories?
Can you save me
From myself (from myself)
From these memories?

Surrender to the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secrets, inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again

Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender to the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you