Not Falling

Always known in all my lifetime
A little left of center and now
Reflect as I realize
That all I need is to find
The middle pillar path to sit like the sun by a star in the sky and just be
Sinners, casting stones at me

I, I stand
Not crawling, not falling down
I, I bleed
The demons that drag me down

I, I stand (for nothing)
Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)
The demons (but myself) that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Goodbye, sunshine
I've put it out again (sad)
I'm over personalities conflicting
I don't need you or anyone but me
I'll just be living my own life
I feel my glowing, center grow
Infecting, I feel alive
Shovel dirt over lime
Plant it in myself to sit like a seed, under covers of earth and just be
Sinners, pointing fingers at me

I, I stand (for nothing)
Not crawling (by myself), not falling down
I, I'll bleed (for no one)
The demons (but myself) that drag me down

I, I stand (for nothing)
Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)
The demons (but myself) that pull me down (for me and no one else)

Come play, kill (refuse my body, refuse my shadow)
Stone-cold will (refuse to lead this, refuse to follow)
Bitter pills (refuse to feed this, refuse to swallow, I'm fueled Godless)
Come play, come play

(Kill) Just be
Just be
Just be
Just be
Just be
Just be

I, I stand (for nothing)
Not crawling (by myself), not falling down
I, I'll bleed (for no one)
The demons (but myself) that drag me down

I, I stand (for nothing)
Not crawling (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)
I, I'll bleed (for no one)
The demons (but myself) that drag me down (for me and no one else)