Up In Smoke

[Verse 1]

Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head

"Get out of bed" she said

So self-destructive

Up in smoke, all came to nothing

Being broke and lonely doesn't make much sense

I wish you'd see my point of view

You're so uptight, loosen your screws

[Verse 2]

Try to find the words that you expect me to say

I know I let you down again

I get it

I see that look in your eye

I just hoped you could see

Swear to God that I tried

I just thought that for once I could do something right, but I can't

And I'm sorry

Heard you call

Did you want me?

[Bridge]

I had it all but inside I was drowning

[Chorus]

Now I can feel the pressure weighing down on me

I can't live up to all your standards

Can we learn to disagree?

[Verse 3]

Building back the trust you lost in me again

You're so upset and stressed

So disappointed

Dig up the past

Leave me with haunting situations I thought we agreed to let stay dead

I know I fuck up every time

I fall apart, you fall in line

[Verse 4]

I bit my tongue and my mouth filled up with blood

I tried my hardest but still it wasn't enough

A desperate longing from trust

I get so close but I crush it again

My integrity's spent

I just hope that you know I'll be there 'till the end

When you're gone, I'll be broken

Let it out

Cut me open

[Bridge]

Bury my head in my hands

How will I ever redeem myself?

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]

Pressure weighing down on me

I can't live up to all your standards

Can we learn to disagree?

Pressure weighing down on me

When I can't give you all the answers

You expect the worst of me

[Outro]

Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head

"Get out of bed" she said

So self-destructive

Up in smoke, all came to nothing

Stare at the wall 'till my eyes fall out my head

"Get out of bed" she said

So self-destructive

Up in smoke, all came to nothing