Thin (demo)

Confusing friends for lovers 'cause they treat me like a human
Yeah, I know that it's wrong
But something in me's broken, get a kick from getting told I'm
Not enough, stardom young
I can't find the floor of my room
Everyone here looks just like you
There's no way out

I'll get thin and let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love, but he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now, but I was pretty then, too

You call me when you're lonely and I answer
'Cause I'm hoping that it's more
Never is
Can I be blamed for trying?
Think if I just hold the line, you'll never leave
Don't look at me
We talk until I'm sure that you're thinking
You'd love me if I looked different

So I'll get thin and let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love, but he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now, but I was pretty then, too

If I get small enough
Can I fit inside your head forever?
Or will I just become a shadow of
Somebody I preferred better?
If I'm only pretty now
Was I not pretty then?

I'll get thin and let everybody call it a relief
I'll find love, but he'll never understand that part of me
He'll call me pretty now
He'll call me pretty now
But I was pretty then, too