Monolithic Egress

There are no blood hunger parasites

On his side of the mirror

But on my side it’s getting bleak

Our words are so much louder now that we almost never speak

Outside I'm desert

Inside I'm howling

No you never did me wrong

We’ve just been together too long babe

Go deeply he said go silently he said

I think I'm pinging in the dead of sky

'Cause my cocoon is threaded in soft metals

If you’d absorb the mountain you could join me there

We’ll both be ugly failures and we won’t even care

Outside I'm desert

Inside I'm howling

We were the raping of the embryonic virgin spring

No fun out of that state

I can only bury the statues cause the dead have already been eaten

Threw a rock punctured the skull of the sea started a freeze out again

I picture you a waif on a pacific break

Where the yawning void of your childhood sorrow can’t haunt you

And all along my miserable returns

H-h-hating myself like I know that you want me to do

But there was always the Passion of Saint Matthew

In my head to say she knows me

What do you know?

Should we endeavor to hate each other just to feel like we’re moving pieces?

I know that I will always need to possess you in the abstract

In mock celebration of our centipede plague raving

We set the stables into porphyrian flames

You can turn on me but then you must expect the same

I'm not a different man cause you now call me by some fucked up name

Outside I'm desert

Inside I'm howling

There is no sympathy for the ox

Or the brutal wars that we don’t even bother naming

Just as our victimless suicides

The future is a poseur and I'm drenched in glass