Saccharine

Heavy is that hand on top of mine
The sentiment is nice, but it's heavy on my mind
Too soft, oh, the touch, I feel it like pain
It's a tenderness that I just can't take

I've never had a taste for a saccharine
It's a miracle that you got in
I thought I could survive without the basic me
But it seems so sickly sweet

I know I'm destructive, and all my friends are like this
Haven't left the house in days
Caught in indecision, and I feel shit, but I feel special
It's such a comfortable place

I've never had a taste for a saccharine
It's a miracle that you got in
I thought I could survive without the basic me
But it seems so sickly sweet

I thought I could survive without needing anyone else
The problem wasn't mine, everybody else was insincere
The moment I got that taste, I felt naked and afraid
I'm right back to sugar-free, with my heart under lock and key

The moment I got that taste, I felt naked and afraid
I'm right back to sugar-free with my heart under lock and key
With my heart under lock and key
With my heart