Anaesthetised

Anaesthetised (@peace)

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Do you mind, I know

(No matter what I do, you stay on my mind
I stay on my high anaesthetised but deep inside, I know) x2

(1)
Maybe its time to put it out,
Or maybe its time to let it burn to the ground,
Drown all your tears in a bottle of whiskey,
Coz all I think about when she kiss me are
Your eyes,
The way they let me know that you miss me,
Your eyes,
Can't fight them, the darkness in em is in lightning.
Never want to make you cry again, so I had to lie to you to lie to them,
I hate when I think what might have been,
Can't deal with the pain need Rikodeine.
I need morphine for these love scars
Prepare for the end like on guard
Dark
Like the sound of a woman, weeping over a broken heart

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(2)
I watch you dreaming, from the side of your bed while your sleeping
With no feeling, in me you believe in,
The only thing keeping your little heart beating
With no reason, anaesthetised.
Buy a memory of something you don't want to leave behind
Struggling to keep your little lie alive,
Even though I know that you already died inside
A long time ago now, and I know now
That I gotta let you love again, and I know it's gonna hurt at firs,
But it's only gonna hurt me worse to see you suffering,
And I'm struggling to see you with another man, but on the other hand
If you die now, at least you can keep a little bit of pride,
We could drink a little cyanide, cry our little eyes out
But that lies alive in you, sucking every little bit of life from you
Like a parasite that hides inside, that little paradise inside of you
And there's nothing you can try to do, see you gotta die for you
But know that, you'll always be the one, until I find the two

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