Lived It Twice

[Verse 1]

I already played this out in my head

Every worst case way of how this can end

Got a 24/7 fear of rejection

And it hasn't even happened yet

But I already played this out in my head

[Pre-Chorus]

The way you're gonna let me down, block me out

And mess me up again

Wish I didn't think this far before it starts

'Cause I'll just mess me up again

[Chorus]

Now I lived it twice

Once in my mind

Once in real life

And when you say goodbye

I'll just get hurt

One too many times

Overthinking plus you leaving lеads to double the heartbrеak

You'll never know my half of the pain

'Cause I lived it twice, twice

[Verse 2]

I've imagined every word that you'll say

Burned me once without you walking away

Got a 24/7 fear of rejection

Now you're the one to blame

Can't imagine anything going my way

[Pre-Chorus]

Like how you're gonna let me down, block me out

And mess me up again

Wish I didn't think this far before it starts

Cause I'll just mess me up again

[Chorus]

Now I lived it twice

Once in my mind

Once in real life

And when you say goodbye

I'll just get hurt

One too many times

Overthinking plus you leaving leads to double the heartbreak

You'll never know my half of the pain

'Cause I lived it twice, twice

[Chorus]

Now I lived it twice

Once in my mind

Once in real life

And when you say goodbye

I'll just get hurt

One too many times

Overthinking plus you leaving leads to double the heartbreak

You'll never know my half of the pain

'Cause I lived it twice, twice

'Cause I lived it twice, twice