Fcking Smiling

[Verse 1]

You’re doing better

Eighty-degree weather at Dolly’s

I bought a ticket cause you felt dismissive

I’m sorry

Well it’s hot as shit

And you’re doing bits

I’m laughing at it

It’s cracking my lips

And I didn’t mean it

Just wanted to see that you’d want me

[Pre-Chorus]

And I’m as sad as the cotton candy

In a bag you left at the entry

[Chorus]

I’ve been fucking smiling

I’ve been taking one, two, three, four, five breaths

Trying to keep from crying

Counting all the things I almost said

I’d hate for you to see

The way you broke my heart

I don’t wanna leave

I’ll get back in the car

I’ll keep fucking smiling

And that’s the saddest part

[Verse 2]

Small talking pandering

Both of my hands are in pockets

Choking on air saying I dyed my hair

But you saw it

Then I took a took a hit

And offered you it

And you said you quit

Well I’m still addicted

Still on the carousel

Waiting even though they stopped it

[Pre-Chorus]

And I’m as sad as cotton candy

Sugar and air it’s all so empty

[Chorus]

I’ve been fucking smiling

I’ve been taking one, two, three, four, five breaths

Trying to keep from crying

Counting all the things I almost said

I’d hate for you to see

The way you broke my heart

I don’t wanna leave

I’ll get back in the car

I’ll keep fucking smiling

And that’s the saddest part

[Post-Chorus]

I’d hate for you to see

The way you broke my heart

I don’t wanna leave

I’ll get back in the car

I’ll keep fucking smiling

And that’s the saddest part

[Outro]

Remember in the bodega for Pop Chips at one in the morning?

Say goodbye to aphasia

And all of the words I’ve been hoarding