Escapism. (Mixed) [Feb 2023]

[Intro]

Sleazin' and teasin', I'm sittin' on him

All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

I met him at the bar, it was twelve or something

I ordered two more wines 'cause tonight, I want him

[Verse]

A little context if you care to listen

I find myself in a shit position

The man that I love sat me down last night

And he told me that it's over, dumb decision

And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

In fact, I don't wanna feel, so I stick to sippin'

And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

In my little black dress and this shit is sittin'

[Pre-Chorus]

Just a heart broke bitch, high heels six inch

In the back of the nightclub, sippin' champagne

I don't trust any of these bitches I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffin' cocaine

Drunk calls, drunk texts, drunk tеars, drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man who was on the same pagе

Now it's back to the intro, back to the bar

To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways

[Chorus]

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor, doctor, anything, please

Doctor, doctor, have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're askin' me my symptoms, doctor, I don't wanna feel

(Wanna feel, wanna feel, wanna feel, wanna feel)