Genesis.

They say the 20's are the best years of your life
But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
Because I'm busy on my phone
Observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
Just me
My phone
And these walls
And I been sober for some months
But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
I googled why I'm so desperate for
Validation and sedatives
Calling men who don't give a
**** about me
Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
Curtains closed bed bound
Amphetamines
This devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off
My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off
My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights
My ego is conquering new heights
I think I need some
(I think I need some)
Do you need some
(Do you need some)
Don't we all need some light
(we all need some light)
I think I need some
I lied I don't think I know I need some
I need some light
Some sweet sunshine
To feel alright
Please let there be light
I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
You're a nobody
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Bang bang that's depression at the door again
You know he'll beat the door down
'til you let him in the room
Since you are already acquainted
You skip the foreplay
He grips you at the neck
As you prepare to be screwed
You try to muster a flare
To tell somebody you're sinking
But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips
A whiskey bottle it whispers
Since you're already bitter
A cocktail fit for a quitter
Come here and give me a kiss
I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yes I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer
And make my arse look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to
Let me in your algorithm please
I know I'll only be important
If I'm someone you would like, follow, share or subscribe to
If you're thirsty like me
Mix some pity with some self hate
Stir it up then add 12 ounces of rosé
That's how I make the glass half empty
And drink it down
Beneath the curse words and insecurities here lies a sorry little soul
And she doesn't even know what to pray for
Still just a heartbroke bitch
But I traded the back of the nightclub I did for the bathroom floor
I wish I could call my ex
He would know just what to say
He don't say nothing at all now
It brings a tear to my eye
The only thing I rely on him to do is stay declining my calls now
I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light
Little girls that have no self esteem
A little boy without a father tries to find him in the streets
A girl I used to walk to school with
Took her life
Now rest in peace
Fake democracy
Killing overseas
Killing ourselves
Suicide
Government lies
Discrimination
Hating ourselves
Why hope, why keep going, why try
Why
Genesis 1 verse 3 I'll dry my eyes
The only thing which darkness can not coexist
Is the light
I see a sad little sinner
In the mirror
The devil works hard
Like my liver
I don't wanna be alive
But I don't wanna die
A fist full of pills
And rivers in my eyes
I got nothing left to lose
Dear God in the sky
Hear my cry
Hear my cry
When it's too dark to see
Let there be light
Let there be light
Let there let there be light
Yeah
I want that light oh
Oh let there be
Oh let there be
That light
See
I want that light in my house
(Oh let there be light)
I want that light in my car
(Oh let there be light)
I want that light in my pain
(Oh let there be light)
I want that light when it's dark
Dark, Dark, Dark
Oh no let there be
Oh let there be
Oh li-light
Let there be light
For all the fathers and the teachers
(working hard in the night)
For all the builders and the cleaners
(I pray you let there be light)
For all the farmers and the chefs and the train drivers yes
The nurses and doctors
God bless the NHS
Let the pay rise
Let the pay rise
Oh let there be light, light, light
For all those overworked and underpaid
And dreams are somewhere out of sight mmm
Let there be light
Single mothers all alone
(she's all alone)
The baby is crying
And she's crying tears too to her sister on the phone
Bring her comfort bring her peace I pray Lord please
Oh let there be
Let there be
Don't we all need a little
I want that light in my house
(Oh let there be light)
I want that light in my car
(Oh let there be light)
I want that light in my dreams
Light up the dark yes
Light up the dark Lord
Oh let there be light Lord