Curious

Imagine if life was a game

Imagine if all of this is fake

Imagine if everything ended

And we go to Heaven and meet all the greats

Imagine if there was no Drake

Imagine if there was no Wayne

Would rappers be garbage? Would people be rappin'?

Will everyone still sound the same?

Man, nobody knows it, all of a sudden

I'm overthinkin', sound like I'm trippin'

Came to the States, feel like I'm goin' Lindsay

Taste of fluoride in this water I'm drinkin'

I don't know why I don't make friends in this business

Seem like they all wanna win but not with me

Went to a party in hopes for some kisses

Girl and her friends and they lookin' delicious

I came up to 'em, there was four of 'em

There was one of me, I liked all of 'em

They liked none of me

All this bubbly got me stumblin'

Talked more with the one girl with the pretty fit

'Cause I saw through her and the wall she built

She actin' all that, her friends were all wack

I asked why she bein' cold to me

And she said she don't like guys like me

Oh, you mean smart and funny and has a big dick?

And doesn't have to fake shit just to fit in

Maybe we're not meant to be acquaintin'

5'9", confidence through the roof

Not to mention I'm 19, so are you

We both still got lips, let's put it to use

Then we smashed that night, she gave me the flu, ayy

(That shit was not worth it)

I got sick and sad, man, it gave me the blues

I started thinkin' 'bout life, all the shit I been through

At 14, when I didn't have friends or school

Or when I thought nachos was Italian food

When I thought smokin' cigarettes would make me cool

All the nights that I spent in my room

I guess we could always improve

I miss my family, miss my home

Wish I could visit a little more

The journey's 20 hours, flight too long

I only get to see 'em on my phone

Time does fly

I went from good wine to seein' tears in my mom's eyes

I don't blame her, though

She used to feed me, now I live alone

Doin' things she don't know about

But I'm always her angel (Always her angel)

Man, I wonder what my mom was thinkin'

When she realized that her son's a little too famous

A little too anxious

Went from havin' no friends, now he's singin' on stages

I'm her youngest son

She just hopin' that I know what to do with my paper

When I think about it, shit

I don't know how I could live without it

I just bought some shit at the grocery

Some coconut water and some frozen meat

This gotta be good for my dopamine

Sometimes I still miss the nicotine

I've been nervous and vomitin'

Doing shows don't even sound fun to me

Told the crowd that I have food poisonin'

Had a trash can side of the stage for me

Man, I don't know why it happened to me

But I think I'm right where I'm supposed to be

I think it's meant to be, I mean, I think I'm meant to be

Put a kid with a dream in a room full of books

He gon' read even though none of it's understood, ayy

Shouts out to the ones doin' things

Everyone was afraid or unable to do, man

The world needs more of you, the world needs more like you

And I heard that the simplest choice that you choose

Ain't simple, it's actually huge

And the older I get, man, the more that it's true

Don't believe in the hate, just believe in the truth

I don't spend the bread, I just know how to chase it

If the difference isn't here, I'll make it

No, I do not live for validation

Fuck your comments and your mama's basement

Always rich because that's what my name is

Greatest days are on a daily basis

RZA's fuckin' with me, man, I made it

If I could, man, I would never change shit