Hell

Feels like I waste my time on you
Lost in the waves I've been confused
Thought I could be myself
Every road now just leads to hell
Still I wish you well
Know I'm still in love but I never would tell

Lately I've been under your spell
But I never would tell
Lately I've been under your spell

Losing comfort in the simple things
I tried my best to fight it
These feelings cant hide it
Still lost in all the memories
I'm going straight silent
My socials on private

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

Shoulda known everything gonna end one day
Still I never thought it'd come this way
Everything I love thrown in the grave
Watch the sun come up
Knowing I won't be here tomorrow
Everyday been the same feeling hollow
Laying face down in my bed with my eyes closed

Yea I wonder if you stayed
Would a thing even change
Or is this all not real
Don't leave me don't leave me
Our love has lost appeal
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got some wounds that I know cant be healed
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got coke on my cigarette butt and I'm ready to kill
Anybody who stands right in my way
I'll do it for myself and face your pain

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me