GOOD ENOUGH

I'm always the quickest to run out the door

Until I can't move my legs anymore

And it's never to settle the score

It's because I've been shook to my core

I'll spend a lifetime burying all things bad

Deep inside of my consciousness

And now that the dead have risen

Am I living the apocalypse?

Because it's dark outside in the afternoon

And I'm stuck inside a solar eclipse

I know it ain't the end of the world but I'm sure

That it got me a glimpse

There's skeletons inside my closet

Like I died of mysterious causes

I look at myself and if I'm honest

The murder weapon's inside my pocket

I hide every trace of all my scars

Too scared I'll never be enough

I should have listened to my gut

But running away got me so far

From where I wanted to end up

Seems like my typical luck

I'm always the quickest to point all the blame

On everyone else but my name

And it's honestly out of the shame

That I couldn't erase all my pain

I spent a lifetime drowning out all things bad

Thinking I'd finally lay it to rest

But it all came back to haunt me, now every night

They're all hiding right under my bed

I know when it strikes midnight

They'll be watching my every step

I need to set them free

And wreck these walls I've built inside of my head

My desire to always be wanted

It gave me ghosts, now I'll always be haunted

I can't sleep, now I'm living exhausted

And is it something that can end up forgotten

I hide every trace of all my scars

Too scared I'll never be enough

I should have listened to my gut

But running away got me so far

From where I wanted to end up

Seems like my typical luck