GOOD ENOUGH

I'm always the quickest to run out the door Until I can't move my legs anymore And it's never to settle the score It's because I've been shook to my core I'll spend a lifetime burying all things bad Deep inside of my consciousness And now that the dead have risen Am I living the apocalypse? Because it's dark outside in the afternoon And I'm stuck inside a solar eclipse I know it ain't the end of the world but I'm sure That it got me a glimpse There's skeletons inside my closet Like I died of mysterious causes I look at myself and if I'm honest The murder weapon's inside my pocket I hide every trace of all my scars Too scared I'll never be enough I should have listened to my gut But running away got me so far From where I wanted to end up Seems like my typical luck I'm always the quickest to point all the blame On everyone else but my name And it's honestly out of the shame That I couldn't erase all my pain I spent a lifetime drowning out all things bad Thinking I'd finally lay it to rest But it all came back to haunt me, now every night They're all hiding right under my bed I know when it strikes midnight They'll be watching my every step I need to set them free And wreck these walls I've built inside of my head My desire to always be wanted It gave me ghosts, now I'll always be haunted I can't sleep, now I'm living exhausted And is it something that can end up forgotten I hide every trace of all my scars Too scared I'll never be enough I should have listened to my gut But running away got me so far From where I wanted to end up Seems like my typical luck