[Verse 1: saoirse dream]
Shove my things into a carry-on
My knees against the front seat for six hours
Ginger ale I wasted money on
It costs a lot to save a little
I act like a Californian
What's up with this rain in early May?
Apologize 'cause I can't stay for long
I'm barely breaking even
[Chorus: saoirse dream]
With a string of false good luck
I will never earn enough
No one notices the girl who crashed the party
After everyone's asleep
[Verse 2: saoirse dream, Ian Hecox]
Came home to find that something's off
I couldn't sleep or keep track of the time
I tried to live and got it wrong (Got it wrong)
I can't take being bad at something
If I evеr have it all, I didn't do it
Just so you could hear anybody's words excеpt my own
But I don't get to make the call
Even I don't wanna listen to me talk (Shut up!)
[Chorus: saoirse dream]
From a string of false good luck
I will never earn enough
No one notices the girl who crashed the party
After everyone's asleep
If I'm not fucked
Why will I never earn enough?
Nobody notices the girl who crashed the party
After everyone's asleep
[Verse 3: saoirse dream, Lael Hansen]
(I'm still here) Oh, what torture
Why do I deserve this more than her?
(I'm still here) Oh, what torture
I'm 24 now, and she'll be 16 forever
Our hell was heaven-sent and it kills me to remember
But I'll die if I forget (I know my music is special)
[Chorus: saoirse dream]
If I'm not fucked
Why will I never earn enough?
Nobody notices the girl who crashed the party
After everyone's asleep
[Verse 4: saoirse dream, saoirse dream & others, Unknown]
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
Before I bail, can I tell you something cool?
You've got nothing to prove to me
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
Before I bail, can I tell you something cool?
You've got nothing to prove to me
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
Before I bail, can I tell you something cool?
You've got nothing to prove to me
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
Before I bail, can I tell you something cool? (Before I bail, can I tell you something cool?)
You've got nothing to prove to me (You've got nothing to prove to me)
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
Before I bail, can I tell you something cool?
You've got nothing to prove to me
Before I bail, can you show me something new?
Something in a major key?
[Bridge: saoirse dream]
I know, I know
I just wanna go home
Supine, spacing, under the blankets
I'm most myself when I'm alone
I don't, I don't
I can stop but I can't slow down
Facing your hesitation
Come on, we've got this
I love you the most
[Outro: saoirse dream]
String of false good luck
I will never earn enough
No one notices the girl who crashed the party
After everyone's asleep
When shit gets tough, it takes a lot to mess me up
I will never hurt enough
I will never hurt enough
I will never hurt enough
I'm done