Lxst Memxry

(Zanda)
There's nowhere inside my brain to run and hide
While I'm still alive, I can make a change
Space between my faith and self destruction's looking wide
Stars are in my eyes, I was praying for these times
Now I look up to the sky while screaming, "Catch me if you can"
Self control and mastering my feelings was the plan
"All the time I've wasted this year", that list looking blank as fuck
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Let me-, let me talk
Let me talk, yeah
Turn into some thoughts from your sensei, uh
Had two options, die or get rich, fuck it
I disconnect from human nature 'cause I'm so sick of it
Rather build my inner world because the outside doesn't
First place starts moving slowly when he's trying hard to last, uh
That's when they attack, smell the weakness in your tracks, uh
Nothing comes above the mission
Now my ego's big as fuck because I beat addiction
Everything is not enough when you grew up different
Life gon' hurt you, suck it up, the pain relief's ambition
Never nervous, never stuck, I blame it on my ignorance
Pull my card out like I'm thirteen with a dark magician
I pay the cost and make decisions
The plan's to stack bands then escape the system
One day you'll never see me again
If you're sad, then imagine
A place you'd rather be
Just watch what will happen
When you pick your disease
Came from a broken home
To breaking the chain of defeat
I watched them come and go
So why it ain't happen to me?
I'm sick of these subjects running my mind
I can feel that it's selfish
To my young men, you'll make it
The world is yours, just take it
Keep your head down, stay patient
That boy's destined for greatness
'Cause he got Scar on his playlist
LXRDFAM gonna go places, true
I'm sick of these subjects running my mind
I can feel that it's selfish
But the time that I've spent here is worthless
Let me fly or you'll regret
There's nowhere inside my brain to run and hide
While I'm still alive, I can make a change
Space between my faith and self destruction's looking wide
Stars are in my eyes, I was praying for these times
Now I look up to the sky while screaming, "Catch me if you can"
Self control and mastering, my feelings was the plan
"All the time I've wasted this year", that list looking blank as fuck