Paradise Lxst

I wish I could forget the words that they said
'Cause they love me now but it's never the same

Aye, I'm 'bout to pay back the pain like I've never been hurt
I know you gave it your all but it's barely enough
Care 'bout the consequence late, you won't care till it's done
Keeping the fools in place in case they wake up
Let them pull it all the seams, life is better in your dreams
We are no longer the children amused
Now everything's not what it seems
All of my suffering's worth it for me
Put you through Hell just to teach you to breathe

I wish I could forget the words that they said
'Cause they love me now but it's never the same
I-I-I can't look past how you think you're important
You're just a drop in the rain
Product of God?
Hand them the sword, they'll take a life in His name

Pushing a lot, fail when you get no applause
Proves that you're something you're not
Pushing a lot, fail when you get no applause
Proves that you're something you're not
Proves that you're something you're not
Proves that you're something you're not
Pushing a lot, fail when you get no applause
Proves that you're something you're not
Pushing a lot, fail when you get no applause
Proves that you're something you're not
Proves that you're something you're not
Proves that you're something you're not

If they attack, just aim for their bruises
Drowning in pride, the fall's less amusing
We don't want to die, so life is confusing
But living this way is fucking illusive
Say less, pray for my daughter's precious time
Adding to my purpose for success
Now I'm just a bully with a reason why
I know that me winning really eats at them
I'ma show them violence when it's really that time
Bitch, I fucking hope we never meet again
All those broken words I told myself but it's lies of the mind
You should take my hand, I'll show you the truth
They swear they have plans till they fucking lose
Humans flawed, we never learn
Fairytales are getting worse, guess the gift's a broken world
Break that mistake that you always do
You say you'll change, but you never do
I'm at the stage I'm fine with being cruel
You might not make it, if it's me or you