Still Searching

[Intro]

I can't believe it's been a year since I kissed my fears

On their salty lips and said to them, "I love you all!"

[Post-Chorus]

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders

For twenty years, and look at me now!

[Verse 1]

I've got something to say

About the last twelve months I've lived

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger

I just thought you should know

[Pre-Chorus]

I take a pill every day to help me deal with life

[Chorus]

And oh my god, I've lost control

I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

[Post-Chorus]

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders

For twenty years, and look at me now!

[Verse 2]

I've got something to say

About the family that I've lost

I hope my mother and my father think

That they raised a healthy boy

[Pre-Chorus]

Who needs the help of a shrink to even leave the house

[Chorus]

And oh my god, I've lost control

I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all

[Verse 3]

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger

I just thought you, I just thought you should know

I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger

I just thought you, I just thought you should know

[Post-Chorus]

I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders

For twenty years, and look at me now!

And now, and now

I'm finding a way to forget everything that I know!

[Bridge]

I can't believe it's been a year since I kissed my fears

On their salty lips and said to them, "I love you all!"

[Breakdown]

Don't ask, just follow, repeat, and swallow

Don't ask, just swallow them, down your throat

Don't ask, just swallow, repeat, and follow

Don't ask, just swallow them, down your throat

[Verse 4]

My best friend is a man with a lab coat and a grin, I hold my

Shaking hand and he gives me medicine, it almost makes me feel

At home, but they slowly steal my soul, I tell him, "I still feel alone"

"Don't worry, someday, I promise you will feel whole..."

[Outro]

And oh my god, I've lost control

Of the only thing in life I had a hold of

And oh my god, I've lost control

Of the only thing in life I had a hold of

And oh my god, I've lost control

Of the only thing in life I had a hold of...