I Can’t Afford to Lose You

Day breaks
Another nightmare calling us a name
Pull your hair back, brush it from your face
Scream whatever you have left to say
I made this bed, in it I will lay

(It might work out for the best I guess)
(But you don't care)

I can't afford to lose you
And I'm acting like I can
In the smallest moment, holding someone else's hand
It's in the way you throw your hands up
Forget my name and the things that I've done

So this is it
A bunch of shit to say and things to fix
I'm everything you hate and wouldn't miss
It takes time, it's a workaround of terrible designs
And things that you can stand behind

(It might work out for the best I guess)
(But)

I can't afford to lose you
And I'm acting like I can
Someone else's shoes and
Holding someone else's hand
It's in the way you throw your hands up
I won't escape the things that I've done

And I guess you were right
You promised me nothing
That makes it my
Fault that it's done
Oh, and it picks me apart
It folds me without warning, and
It's over and I can't afford it

I can't afford to lose you
And I'm acting like I can
Someone else's shoes and
Holding someone else's hand
It's in the way you throw your hands up
I won't escape the things that I've done

I can't afford to lose you
I can't afford to lose you