Papava

I read it over and over
I can't make out any names
I fall down beside myself
I hate this opioid game
I stand up next to my mother
She feels exactly the same
Oh but kids don't know much these days
Reputations a game

Well first time I realised
Was the last time I cared
Feels like everybody's watching
To see what I do next
I'm not over this feeling
And I'm not even dead
I'm just sick of your sermons
Well, they fuck with my head

Well I don't care, care, well care, care anymore
Everytime I get
A little bit
Closer I cave
I don't know if it's alright with you
But I will be just fine on my own
Well I don't care, well care anymore
Everytime I get
A little bit
Closer I cave
I don't know if it's alright with you
But I will be just fine on my own

Standing shoulder to shoulder
Young girls in skirts, boys in ties
How am I supposed to love a thing
I'm taught to despise?
I stand next to my mother
She's got tears in both her eyes
Well that man is not a messenger
He just talks, he talks lies

Well first time I realised
Was the last time I cared
Feels like everybody's watching
To see what I will do next
I'm not over this feeling
And I'm not even dead
I'm just sick of your sermons
Well they fuck with my head

Well I don't care, care, well care, care anymore
Everytime I get
A little bit
Closer I cave
I don't know if it's alright with you
But I will be just fine on my own
Well I don't care, well care anymore
Everytime I get
A little bit
Closer I cave
I don't know if it's alright with you
But I will be just fine on my own