Head Above

Pack all my things, it's time to go
Filling my car with everything
Leaving to stop the bleeding
Calling my dad, I'm coming home, home

I said goodbye at 17
How could it ever be the same
Four hours to feel and then forget
I promised I'd never cry again

My legs start the motion
While my head is in the ocean
Ash rolls off the hillside
And I loathe the gift of hindsight

What did you think would happen
You turned my fear into a weapon
How did you see this ending?
It isn't love if you're pretending

You just say it in the morning
I can't sleep, this is getting boring
I don't have to listen to this
Unless you are gonna tell me sorry

My legs start the motion
While my head is in the ocean (head is in the ocean)
Ash rolls off the hillside
And I loathe the gift of hindsight

What did you think would happen
You turned my fear into a weapon
How did you see this ending?
It isn't love if you're pretending

I can see that it's changing me to something I don't wanna be
So I'm leaving

My legs start the motion
My head is in the ocean
I felt this before, why can't I control my emotions?

What did you think would happen?
You turned my fear into a weapon
How did you see this ending?
It isn't love if you're pretending

Yeah, I can see this getting better when I'm older
And I, still I love you if you ask me
And it's been years since I have known what that means