Trial Run

Stuck in trials and tribulations (trapped in a maze)
Lost in this twisted simulation (chasing the days)
Life throws its weight on me to see if (I'm strong enough)
Maybe I'm numb but I'll always be the one
To come running from

Is there a purpose to this pain
Or am I just going insane?

Hey, hey, oh hey
I'm a trial run, a test of fire
Hey, hey, oh hey
Pushed to the edge to see how high
I fight the storm
But it never ends
Is this the life I'll always defend?

Hey, hey, oh hey
I'm a trial run and I wonder why
Hey, hey, oh hey
Am I meant to rise or just get by?
I fight the storm
But it never ends
I'm brought to crashing down again

Fuck!

The struggles I carry no one else sees
They call me weak if I dare to breathe
So I swallow it down, don't make a sound
But it's heavy and I'm sinking, not sure if I'll be found
People complain they want me to heal
But I'm empty with nothing left to feel
Act like I've got the answers, act like I'm fine
But maybe I'm breaking more with each line

Do others feel the same as me
Or is this my lonely destiny?
And every time I'm standing tall
Something shakes me, makes me fall
Is it the same for everyone
Or this life trying to break my mind?

Hey, hey, oh hey
I'm a trial run, a test of fire
Hey, hey, oh hey
Pushed to the edge to see how high
I fight the storm
But it never ends
Is this the life I'll always defend?

Hey, hey, oh hey
I'm a trial run and I wonder why
Hey, hey, oh hey
Am I meant to rise or just get by?
I fight the storm
But it never ends
I'm brought to crashing down again