Trial Run

Stuck in trials and tribulations (trapped in a maze) Lost in this twisted simulation (chasing the days) Life throws its weight on me to see if (I'm strong enough) Maybe I'm numb but I'll always be the one To come running from Is there a purpose to this pain Or am I just going insane? Hey, hey, oh hey I'm a trial run, a test of fire Hey, hey, oh hey Pushed to the edge to see how high I fight the storm But it never ends Is this the life I'll always defend? Hey, hey, oh hey I'm a trial run and I wonder why Hey, hey, oh hey Am I meant to rise or just get by? I fight the storm But it never ends I'm brought to crashing down again Fuck! The struggles I carry no one else sees They call me weak if I dare to breathe So I swallow it down, don't make a sound But it's heavy and I'm sinking, not sure if I'll be found People complain they want me to heal But I'm empty with nothing left to feel Act like I've got the answers, act like I'm fine But maybe I'm breaking more with each line Do others feel the same as me Or is this my lonely destiny? And every time I'm standing tall Something shakes me, makes me fall Is it the same for everyone Or this life trying to break my mind? Hey, hey, oh hey I'm a trial run, a test of fire Hey, hey, oh hey Pushed to the edge to see how high I fight the storm But it never ends Is this the life I'll always defend? Hey, hey, oh hey I'm a trial run and I wonder why Hey, hey, oh hey Am I meant to rise or just get by? I fight the storm But it never ends I'm brought to crashing down again